Thursday, March 18, 2010

ZzzzZzzzZzzz..........WAKE UP!

I haven't been taking very good care of myself lately....I never sleep...And it's not that I don't want to. It's that I just don't have the motivation to go down to my room and go to bed. I know that I should and that I would just feel better about myself and I'd get more stuff done in the day. I just really struggle with making myself go to bed. Sometimes I envy those people that can just do it. I don't know if they've just always had that gift or if it's some kind of developed willpower that they have. I need some of it whatever it is...please send it my way. I really wish there were more hours in the day as well. I feel like I get nothing done most of the time. It's like time passes quicker and quicker with each year.
I have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning too and it stinks. I could get so much more done if I could wake up like 3 hours earlier than I do. Blah....I want too I do. I even have my alarm set to get me out of bed by 6am so I can get my work out on before work. Hasn't happened yet. What is wrong with me? Why can I not get out of bed?

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