I want to tell you something.....JK....I can't.....

grrrr..... I hate when someone says they have something to tell you and they completely skirt around the entire issue. They draw you in by saying I need to tell you something and then their like well I can't really tell you but I had to say something because your important to me and I really want to tell you deep down, but I just can't....So don't the dangle the freakin' carrot. BAH....is all I have to say. It's better off if you don't even put it out there instead of saying I want to tell you but I can't I hope you understand.

How would it be?...

I've had the opportunity for the last week to sleep on a nice big mattress. It's been amazing and I'm going to be sad when I have to give it up. It has to be done because I'm sure my new roomie would like her bed back when she moves in.
I therefore have a decision to make. Do I buy a bicycle which I have wanted for a long time and wait on the bed or do I kick my 17 year old bed to the curb and buy a new big bed? I wish with all my heart I could do both at the same time. I do know however that I'm still strongly leaning toward the bicycle because I have a plan for said bicycle. My plan is to ride to work instead of driving everyday therefore saving money and the planet. Then I could take that money not being spent on gas to save for a new bed. Wow... it seems I have the clear and smart choice in front of me. Now if it only works out that way.

I think it's love...

It's a small thing really, but I'm loving my Job. It's time consuming but so much fun. We're really starting to pick up and I love it... my days are filled with teaching and creating with a little bit of office work. Awesome right. I get to be outside a lot and we're all pretty relaxed around here so we laugh and joke a lot. I'm going to miss my internship when it ends here in November. When I think about it it makes me sad because I know that I have so much to offer and who doesn't want to work somewhere that they love the people and the work. I'm still getting into the swing of things and the summer isn't even upon us yet. I don't know if I'll have a break down, but everyone is waiting for it. I'll keep you updated on that status.
I love it and I love what the Utah House teaches. I can't wait... summer is going to be amazing :-)
love it love it love it...

p.s. I'm even doing my part to help the environment and I will be purchasing a bicycle to ride to work. Yeah!!!!! I've wanted a bicycle for a long time.

Don't blink you might miss it.

I feel like someone's hit the fast forward button on my life. Time seems to be sailing by without me realizing that time has passed. My days have begun to run together and I don't know how I got to the middle of April without even blinking an Eye.
A lot has happened in just a few a few weeks. The season changes and it's like things come to life. here at work things are really starting to pick up and I love it. I love being out in the sunshine and warm air. I think it's very therapeutic for me to be outside in the sun. I'm just happier when I leave work after working out in the sun. I think that working in an office the rest of my life is not for me I need to be out in the fresh air and sunshine. I love it just living it breathing it all in is amazing. With work picking up though I don't have much time to jump on and blog as much and we're in a transition at my house so we don't have internet at my place right now. It makes blogging a little difficult. At least I don't have to worry about getting class work done without the internet. I think it's amazing how much we rely on this technology now and don't even think twice about using it. What an amazing tool.
Our spring celebration for work was yesterday and it went well. Other than I went non-stop from about 9 am to 8pm. I crashed when I got home even ask my roommate she'll testify to my unwillingness to even go take a shower and I was smelly.....
All of the hard work paid off though and it was a success. I took some pictures of my projects and I will post them as soon as I get my import cord back from my sister.
I apologize for not having pictures of my life on here yet. I'll work on it though. I just struggle with the whole taking pictures thing. It's another goal of mine to improve.

Just call me Auntie Beegee...

Hey peeps... I know its been a while but I'm trying to keep my filter up so I'm only trying to share with you what I feel is important. Most of the time I just talk myself out of writing cause I'm always like that's not important enough....blah blah blah...
Anyway onto the important news. As of Friday March 26, 2010 I have a niece She was 6lbs. 14oz. and was 20 inches long. Her name is Kathrine Marie Webster and she is Beautiful. Honestly the most beautiful baby I've ever seen. Not to offend any of you already parents out there. I'm sure your babies were cute, but my little munchkin is gorgeous. I'm not just saying that because I'm bias either. She came so fast that she didn't even have a weird shape to her head. Her baby smell is simply intoxicating I wish I could breath it in all day. I was able to see her every day this weekend which was great. This beautiful little life sat nestled in my arms. If only she could talk I'm sure she would have a world to tell us. She looked like she wanted to talk to me a couple of times. I just thought I was imagining things until my mom told me she thought she was trying to talk to her and Kort too. I can't wait to spend more time with her.
I can't wait for the day when I will have my own children nestled in my arms breathing in their sweet smell and knowing the duty I have to protect, teach, and remind them of their mission here on the earth. How glorious that day will be. I've been so blessed to have so much time to prepare and gain a sure testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ. I'm sure it's because I need to be prepared to raise the noble and great ones. So I will continue striving to live the Gospel and preparing for the day that I get to start my own eternal family.

I had an opportunity to see and reflect upon the circle of life. My niece came into this world on Friday morning and my good friend Hannah's Grandpa died on Saturday afternoon. He hadn't been doing very well for a couple of months and has gradually been going downhill for about two weeks so we knew it was coming but that doesn't always make it easier. It's hard seeing loved ones pass away especially when your so close to them. Like Hannah was with her grandpa. My heart goes out to Hannah and her family.
I'm so blessed to have the Gospel of Jesus Christ in my life and the knowledge that it has given me of eternal life. I'm grateful for the plan of salvation and the promise that we have of being with our loved ones again as we strive to live worthily. I know that Grandpa Lewis was welcomed on the other side with open arms by his loved ones that passed before him and that he will do the same for the ones he left behind when their day comes. If he's anything like my great grandparents which I'm sure he is. He's already busy readying the people and the kingdom for the day that the Savior comes again. What a beautiful thought.

Running....

I think I'm going to run a half Marathon in August. Sounds fun huh... I need to see how much I like running really, so I figured why not just bite the bullet and see if I like to run by training for a marathon. wish me luck it's part of my something new theme this year. Meg's running it too so I think between the 2 of us we can keep each other motivated and on track.

ZzzzZzzzZzzz..........WAKE UP!

I haven't been taking very good care of myself lately....I never sleep...And it's not that I don't want to. It's that I just don't have the motivation to go down to my room and go to bed. I know that I should and that I would just feel better about myself and I'd get more stuff done in the day. I just really struggle with making myself go to bed. Sometimes I envy those people that can just do it. I don't know if they've just always had that gift or if it's some kind of developed willpower that they have. I need some of it whatever it is...please send it my way. I really wish there were more hours in the day as well. I feel like I get nothing done most of the time. It's like time passes quicker and quicker with each year.
I have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning too and it stinks. I could get so much more done if I could wake up like 3 hours earlier than I do. Blah....I want too I do. I even have my alarm set to get me out of bed by 6am so I can get my work out on before work. Hasn't happened yet. What is wrong with me? Why can I not get out of bed?